February 9, 2007
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Mmmmmm... Rage-ahol
The stress and lack of sleep are getting to me and I am currently taking it out on everyone around me. I hate me when I am like this. I am short and snappish with people (read DH and my family). I am no fun to play games with (read grumbly and childish, not really my best side). My reflux has been worse, so bad the other night that even with taking the prescription strength Zantac (usually I only need to take the OTC dose, which is half the prescription strength), I barely got any sleep because it kept me up. I need sleep, but that's not going to happen because I have to be up early tomorrow. Grumble, grumble.
Mantra for tomorrow: I am an adult, I cannot control my feelings, but I can control my behavior. Others don't deserve surly-ness just because I am stressed out and tired. It will all be okay.
(That's kind of long for a mantra, but there it is.)
Comments (3)
That is a good mantra! I might borrow it sometime.
It's really weird to read about bellevue square on your blog; i suspect i'm going to meet you someday.
And golly, a wedding is a lot of work! ours was 35 people in a backyard, with pizza. tasting cupcakes sounds especially enjoyable. are you going to havecupcakes?
I would love to meet you, Melissa
). And, yes, this wedding is turning in to a lot of work, but I have to remember that I am the one choosing to make it that way.
The cupcake tasting was great fun! We went to Cupcake Royale (in Ballard) and brought home 22 cupcakes to taste. Details to follow.
Hey, everyone has bad days and is crabby. I am sorry that your stomach is bothering you. Acid reflux is not fun.
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